independence is a high price to pay

i couldnt take it anymore, they said it had finally happened, i was normal, but it wasnt working. sure i was interested in him, but i felt like i was in a cage, i was strapped down, by an invisible cord. this wasnt for me, our relationship wasnt working, i avoided, he questioned. finally i said it, i CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE, you've never told me that you like me, let alone love me, but thats not what i wanted. i just want to know if you think im pretty, or if you think im worth caring about, i dont mind if you say no, but i just want to know. ill probably never find the answer, and ive given up hope that there is someone, someone out there especially for me, but at least i know im independent. no thank you, but i can do this on my own...